Amma Syncletica said,
“Many live in the mountains
and behave as if they were living amidst the uproar of the city,
and they are lost.
It is possible
while living amongst a crowd
to be inwardly solitary,
and while living alone
to be inwardly beset by the crowd.”Sayings of the Desert Fathers
(quoted in Roots of Christian Mysticism
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One of my favorite books of all time is the superb Roots of Christian Mysticism
Some elders came to see Abba Poemen to ask him,
“If we see some brothers dozing in the congregation,
do you want us to reprove them so that they stay awake?”
He said to them, “For my part, when I see a brother dozing,
I lay his head on my lap and let him rest.”
🙂
During these last weeks I have been thinking about a passage that struck me during this year’s Good Friday way of the cross that was lead by Pope Benedict XVI and for which the meditations were prepared by Danilo and Anna Maria Zanzucchi (the first married couple ever to provide the thoughts to reflect on during this key moment of the Easter triduum):
It seems we can hear you say:
“I have been condemned to death;
so many people who seemed to love and understand me
have listened to lies
and accused me.
They did not understand my words.
They handed me over to judgement and condemnation.
To death by crucifixion, the most ignominious death.”
What caught my attention here was the insight that Jesus loved Judas as much as all the other apostles and that Judas’ betrayal must have hurt him a lot. The picture of Judas in the Gospels is understandably negative and his mentions tend to be accompanied by warnings of his future betrayal. This, to me, has until last Easter obscured the fact that Jesus would not have viewed Judas in such a light. He would have been fond of him and would have looked upon him as he did upon John, Peter, James or the other apostles. His betrayal would have been a searing pain for Jesus rather than the consummation of the inevitable that I previously got from a superficial reading of Scripture. What this underlines to me is that Jesus experienced not only the abandonment by society that Golgotha presents, but a very personal, individual betrayal by a loved one too.
Today is the feast of Saint Benedict – the father of western monasticism, who in the prologue of his Rule says the following:
Let us open our eyes to the light that comes from God, and our ears to the voice from heaven that every day calls out this charge: If you hear his voice today, do not harden your hearts (Ps 94 [95]:8).
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